segretezza

2009-04-12T18:52:00.001+08:00

gosh...
amore's in BKK for their off day...

riot's ongoinG along their hotel roadway...

personnels calling to get them back to workplace...

disastrous situation...

-------------

c0ngrats diyanah...
slamat pengantin baru...
im happy to meet frens...
thanks for the wish musliha!

2009-01-06T22:38:00.000+08:00

it's been quite some time that I keep myself away from the pc...

can't be bothered,
lazy,
tired,
busy...

amore's 8 days home leave was spent fruitfully...

belated presents for each other...

glass door,
plasma tv,
fluffy comforter,
the love,
the pictures...
IT WAS LOVELY

emd - don't quite like it...

what more in ot..
hurh.. ;'(

4 weeks of prcp after ot..
nice vacation please after that..?

2008-12-01T23:08:00.002+08:00

how shocking
i met him on the 29th evening
he left the world on the 30th morning

only the memories and histories left
may you rest in peace

2008-11-25T21:50:00.000+08:00

swimming = t0mato

sunburn aftermath = ugly

i feel ugly

2008-11-21T01:10:00.002+08:00

upon browsing my pictures,

i'd just realised how dark ive turned

and it's dated 2nd November...

i guess ive turned much more darker now...

due to scorching sun along AYE...

to and fro from work...

2008-11-10T17:55:00.006+08:00

H-E-C-T-I-C
E-V-E-N-T-F-U-L

-5th November
E-HOR for my patient; done by the preceptor
big issue lahs

-weekends
sentosa
PUB family day; zoo

-today
the bike is handicapped
sent by dad
lucky im not late for work
go public laaa
DAMN

*photos to be uploaded

2008-11-02T23:46:00.007+08:00

nice wkend...

thanx to the fren
and family...

saturday; beach
sunday; barrage

;)

2008-10-29T22:57:00.001+08:00

PRCP mood.
pretty busy till February.

deepavali => my hair is now dark coloured!
ahahs!
i like.. ;)

2008-10-21T23:55:00.004+08:00

this is soo cliché for me

2008-10-13T23:33:00.000+08:00

hur hur..
im having flu

2008-10-13T18:28:00.027+08:00

yesterday's RAYA! ;)

2008-09-29T02:05:00.002+08:00

i miss him

wonder when i can get to see him in person;

wait long2

2008-09-25T21:49:00.004+08:00

i love my parents
i love mami and ayahlong
just like i do for my parents...

i was brought up by mami
so that explains all

i feel sad for mami laaa
cant help it but i teared too
when she talked to me tearing...

i dont want them to be disapppointed

i feel the 'heart pain' controlling my feelings
just to tahan the tears

2008-09-25T19:51:00.003+08:00

due to my impatience,
and being confident enough,
that the traffic will turn green soon,
i beat the red light; slowly moving off,
when i realised that it's
still red when im at the centre of the junction

what more there's a camera at that junction.
as far as im concerned, there'll be prominent flash light
when we beat the red traffic

but there wasnt any flash which if IM NOT WRONG
12 points + $200

i dont mind the summon
i mind the points
damn it!

plz plz plz...
hopefully im not caught

if luck isnt on my side...
that's it
a present for my bdae

2008-09-23T22:14:00.001+08:00

like suddenly i miss working
with all those 'rotis'

i miss my colleague,
i miss the food.....

i'll work after raya
insyallah

2008-09-22T10:02:00.002+08:00

i wanna thank my lovely schoolmates

for the adv bdae surprise for me ;)

2008-09-18T09:07:00.000+08:00

gdbye to u amore

take care of urself okie!
9months

2008-09-17T05:39:00.002+08:00

great disappointment

15 SEPT incident

16 SEPT night

only God knows.

disturbed mind
sleepless night
force to eat breakfast
tearing

i shall keep it to myself

2008-08-06T00:42:00.002+08:00

the rapport is getting stronger day by day
i just cant bear to be separated

nothing can be done
we have to be separated soon
be mentally prepared my dear

2008-08-03T01:40:00.002+08:00

2nd August 2008

hurh2
although it's a saturday,
i was in school from 1000hrs to 1700hrs
isnt that like normal schooling hours

beach rd
marina
with am0re...
who else ;'x

1st August 2008

happy nurses' day to the missys out there
hs idol was blast!

really had funn

and happy bdae to you my ayah!
doakan, sihat dan panjang umor! ;)

i lurrvee my dad la!

2008-07-31T21:59:00.007+08:00

Al-fatihah to my cuzin, am...
dunno wads his full name; amir maybe

sad to lose somebody whose age is 14
G0d loves him

i didnt even get to visit him
during his stay in hospital

i guess meningitis is the cause
....

napfa was fun !
reali funnn! ;)

photoosss

although there's no sole, it can still be worn for napfa!

shucks!
my hp's crazeeness;
jam, switch on n off....
switch, i was just typing a few words,
it's switched off...
hurhhhhhh

so no hp for the day

since morningg hokayy

2008-07-31T10:05:00.002+08:00

yada yada~
im at home now..
although there's lecture now

reason for not going:

"mum was nagging here n there,
saying that im always late for school,"

"got irritated, i was rude enuf to say,
i know what im doing"

"she said, u taking bus to school, do u think u can reachh..."
"so i said... no.. im riding to school..."

"she's boiling even more cuz i was wearing shorts,
and i stubborn enuf not to get changed..."

i mean, wads with riding with shorts...

so yeah...
bcoz of that... and upon looking at the time,
i decided not to go for ns5 lecture!

gharh!

2008-07-30T11:49:00.004+08:00

dinner @ swensens

lepaking at koi's fish pond

2008-07-29T23:48:00.003+08:00

practical assessment is OVER
damn that assessor
saying "too bad" to me
just becuase my tutor did not orientate us on it

left with 2 written theory papers
and we're done.

6months of helll

ohhh it's tuesday

we headed to suntec for gelare's waffles i/c

2008-07-29T01:59:00.003+08:00

Oh dunia ini
Penuh kepalsuan
Oh mungkinkah tiada
Keikhlasan
Apakah ini
Suatu pembalasan
Ku sedar kebesaranMu Tuhan

Aku bagai seorang
Kembara jalanan
Terumbang ambing
Di lautan gelora
Mencari kebahagiaan
Dahan untuk menumpang kasih
Mungkinkah suratan
Hidup kau selalu keseorangan

Hati membeku mengingatkan
Kata janji manismu... oh...
Ku dilambung angan-angan
Belaian kasih sayang suci darimu
Oh kejamnya

Lidah tidak bertulang
Ucapan cinta menghiris kalbu
Ku kan pergi membawa diri
Cinta di hati terkubur lagi

Tidak ku fahami
Mengapa terjadi
Peristiwa pahit mengguris hati
Jalanan hidup ini
Sudah tertulis
Kutempuhi dengan kesabaran
Kusedar kebesaranMu Tuhan

http://youtube.com/watch?v=olDIYWj-oi8

2008-07-29T01:49:00.004+08:00

life is just not fair
they can, but i can't

they want it, but i can't have it
i want it, but i can't get it.

hurh

what can u do to others' mistakes?
i doubt you can do anything
but to just forgive and forget

somehow it's easy to forgive
but not to forget,
whatmore those irresponsible behaviours

yada yada yada

moments of truth,
dated 27th if July 2008
about 2100hours...

i appreciate you my precious am0re...

2008-07-18T23:06:00.004+08:00

some picture for the day!

the feeling is as though it's our last day of sch

anyways, that's the full strength of my class

i look ugly laa!

random with the hs mates

2008-07-13T18:09:00.005+08:00

the reason for me not to work is this....

both legs are swollen...

and im asked to put 'air asam'

mum told me not to go to school tmr.

go to clinic again....

2008-07-12T13:22:00.001+08:00

this place is cool
i would really want to go to this place! ;)

2008-06-12T23:24:00.009+08:00

happy bdae to my bro, syaidi! sory to u, im going to sentosa on ur bdae :(

tell me when was the last time i went to sentosa?

with the angels to the beach i guess...

cable car, underwater world.. back then when i was in kindergarten

underwater world
dolphin lagoon
4d magix
luge ride
sky ride
pahlawan beach

i would want to go for the 'fish spa' & cable car car ride.

but time does not permit.. it's ok.. next time la amore!

some pix here

2008-06-09T23:49:00.002+08:00

ive never liked cartoons

apart from the old2 ones;

tom n jerry, woody woodpecker, usop sontorian.. etc

dragged myself to dhoby ghaut

pitied mamma since she had to go alone...

to watch kungfu panda

initially, i felt "hurh!"

but the movie was damn funny laaa

cute panda!

2008-06-07T20:44:00.010+08:00

like at last i got to shop
with kak ya,
plus me having a cold

a pair of levi's jeans
and 3 wing tai asia's plain tops
that's it.

am waiting for these tshirts to arrive

double

single

2008-06-01T23:56:00.042+08:00

31st May 2008

slamat pengantin baru to my eldest cuzin;
kak meymah

biler nk dpt baby??=)

kimie tk lpas dgn camera. mcm prof gitu

cuzins half strength

aunties n uncles 'rewang-ing'

1st June 2008

take picture before the groom comes

waiting....

my family. sorry. the groom is just soo not professional

uncle saiful was the jockey

lepaking d0ing n0thing

cuzins... yet to get the full strength

couples eyy

signing the guestbook

<--proud to say that we're the reliable ones

2008-05-26T23:55:00.003+08:00

it's been awhile since i
last went to the pool

good timing
thanx to caro amico

and why not
brought along my adeqs

wash up time!

2008-05-26T23:49:00.007+08:00

weekends was super-duper FUN
saturday then i know geylang is a corrupted place.

busy road although it's 12midnight ++

sunday

last minute double date

2008-05-23T23:45:00.002+08:00

random

i love working with them

every wednesday

2008-05-13T23:51:00.005+08:00

first of all happy 20th bdae to my dear syz

and fuck! not again

my bat is flat

excuse not to text

phone call

bat exhausted

VIVO

LJS

SMOKE

anything is possible eyy

hurhhhh

my eye candy!

2008-04-27T23:18:00.002+08:00

OAG

thanx to hilda
i will be rotting at home on fri
if she dint ask me out
lala/mimi is exactly like sharf

trekking or rather recce to bukit timah,
from school
made my skin burnt

with the sweaty armpit,
mum dragged me to west coast park

all i did was, flying kite and munchy2

rather bored uncle asked me to drive home

great!!
i was 'freed' to drive today
but too bad had to bike out with am0re at nite

2008-04-23T18:13:00.003+08:00

omg

g0osey bumpsszz

scaryy after reading the entries....

seems to be like that person is following my steps

okayy... dont say anyhow
maybe it's just coincidental

post-sec sch;
bikey, fb...

i had all this first eyy

2008-04-21T20:36:00.002+08:00

thanx to amore

for letting me own this bike

yabedabedooo

scary and funny

'pillion-ing' him ytd

2008-04-16T23:49:00.020+08:00

the babi-est shuttle bus driver took his own sweet time
only to pick us at 0755
when the test warm up is at 0750
and to reach 15minutes earlier

that explains i am super late
which got me a round of warm up only

tagged 79
90 was the last

i pity maz; luck wasnt on his side
but was on me

not to be arrogant or what-so-ever

but i just cant believe to scrape thru for 1st attempt

this can be thrown away

and im happy to achieve these at 18

35/90 passes

school has resumed
this week being the start of year 3

we have to own this HP iPAQ
for school, attachment

$547.60 gone

2008-03-18T01:25:00.014+08:00

planned for 'camping'

since there's no tent,
we just went beach-ing

nothing to do; take picture lahs!

all we ate was home-made sandwiches

ive put on weight damn it-- see my tummy

i know we look cute ;D

2008-03-18T00:48:00.008+08:00

i have 4 weeks of holiday-ing

saturday;
work,
town-ing
too bad we karaoke-d for arnd 1.5hrs only
then we split lahs

met up with shila babe and azry

2008-03-14T19:01:00.002+08:00

thank god i scrape thru my 2 yrs in NP...
phew...
holidaying = work

i totally agree with suzairhe upon reading his entry,
dated 4th of March...

so so true...

click here

2008-03-02T23:45:00.000+08:00

it's been a week plus ive n0t met am0re

.....
...
..
.

met him today,
w0h00oo!
i g0t a diamond pendant neck lace
fr0m him! *winks*

thanx eh thanx very much
love it!
;)

2008-02-24T01:39:00.002+08:00

exams are over

hopeless
just 3 for an exception out of 5

i hate this
but somehow day by day it gets worse
(3) lesser interest
hurhs

i feel weird

attachment on monday
bleahx

2008-02-10T03:45:00.000+08:00

dedicated to amore mia

Baby I love you and I’ll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you, yes I do
I’ll be here with you as long as you want me to
Until (until) the end (the end) of time

From the day I met you I knew we'd be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and I wanna have your kids
Thinking never compared to the feeling of your kisses

I can say I’m truly happy to this day
You made think I better live my life everyday
There’s never been a doubt in my mind
That I regret ever having you by my side

But if the day comes that I have to let you go
I think there's somethin' I should probably let you know
I enjoyed everyday that I spend with you
And I will miss you but I’m happy that I had you at all

Baby I love you and I’ll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you ohh yes I do
I’ll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time

2008-02-03T23:29:00.000+08:00

am0re never fail t0 make me laugh
we always go for late dinner or shud i say supper?

ytd,
dinner at PH...

love love love
lovely

"pretty panties & bras
it will be delicious if HE make love with y0u"
that's my point of view
hahs!

pssst am0re!
a quality pretty necklace plz!

**********

first first time,
'kendarat-ing' with frens;
fiddy, daffy, yaya, lyn...

super ladeyh funnnn !!!

thanx yana for the pix!

2008-02-01T15:34:00.000+08:00

s0o nice of am0re
sending me t0 sch0ol,
went f0r supper,
and back h0me.

i dint expect him
to wait f0r me in school

i am s0o touched!

thanx mR fOO for n0t failing me
;)

2008-01-29T18:48:00.000+08:00

thank g0d practical assessment is 0VER!
*nerv0us*
being the 1st one to be assessed

lucky being assessed f0r bl00d transfusion
fhuhh....

damn it
i just realised that pimples are starting
to appear

d0nt tell it's time f0r my face t0 get
l0ts of pimples..
no no no .....

it's irritatinggg

2008-01-28T11:01:00.000+08:00

c0ngrats t0 estranged

f0r winning the anugerah juara lagu @ TV3 ytd...

and.. they were sponsored by topman!
this andy look good among the bandmates =)

2008-01-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

the c0uple wh0 fell of the bike

torn gl0ves
torn palms
t0rn knees
t0rn corduroy
t0rn sleeves f0r him

falling on the wet r0ad,
under the scorching sun

thanx t0 BH Tan!! =)

2008-01-21T00:00:00.000+08:00

damn this Nursing Research m0dule

s0 leceh lahs!!!

and im still n0t d0ne with the critique
hurhs

2008-01-20T20:54:00.000+08:00

yesterday, a date at Kent Ridge Park.

i said;

"..... nehmind... since this is a place of history,
why n0t y0u make it a place of history as well....?"

meant to be a j0ke...

and that,
leads t0 s0mething bad i w0uld never
want to encounter anymore...

2008-01-19T00:19:00.000+08:00

t0 her that ive just talked t0 after werk,
i guess u need s0me space f0r urself,
get 0ver it...

i just feel a need t0 hug u much m0re tighter....
we're weak as a girl... we cry...
but be str0ng k...
cheers!

2008-01-16T22:50:00.000+08:00

pretty much appreciated t0 be with am0re...

l0ve the date at IMM swensens...

;))

kate2 tu lagi tajam drpd pedang

2008-01-15T23:44:00.000+08:00

my oh my

i wonder why the outcome is like that

as i thought...
whatever happens,
has at least a reason t0 it

d0nt be jealous la ehs
y0u d0nt need t0 d0 that

2008-01-12T00:11:00.000+08:00

werking with Nazri n Ain is s00 funn la

j0king around....
teasing....
laughing at cust0mers...

and m0st importantly,
laughing at NAzri's muke-tk-bersalah

scary la ain!
COLD WAR!

2008-01-09T00:54:00.000+08:00

initially it was car0 amico who wants to d0nate bl00d
at SIM

but being a G6PD defiency,
i thought i cant d0nate...
up0n asking the d0ct0r, im fit to d0nate...

s0 why wait d0ing n0thing rite

it was funn!
satisfaction of d0nating bl00d! ;)

and we g0t refreshmentS!!

*******

scary.

am0re slalu kene dgn bende tu

i mean, whenever we chill in parks at night,

there'll always s0mething disturbing us

like just n0w, out 0f nowhere,

we heard the duck s0und...

hari tu bangau...

but different place...

2008-01-07T22:34:00.000+08:00

superladeyh sleepy
yesterday slept quite late,
knowing to wake up arnd 5.30am

cuz im afraid i'll be late f0r the part time scho0l.

NSL: migraine
meera thought im sleepy and tired

lecture: i was half sleeping and she made me terkejot

Qu0ted fr0m car0 amic0 yas;
"kau skola full time tk tau nk cpt,
skola part time yg kau tanak lambat..."

i think i shud g0 0ut with you m0re 0ften la
i have to loosen my schedule...

nice t0 laugh out loud,
talk abt the kuku past times
g0ssiping

no relaxing...
datelines are arnd soon for projects!
exams!

in no time, we'll in 3rd year la yas!
ST4FF nurse la deyh

2008-01-06T23:09:00.000+08:00

getting salary is no better
h0w bad can it be to remain the same digit...

all the m0ney g0es to sch00l...

wait till it ends,
i can have all the time to pamper myself

h0w long will that be...
im giving myself till...
say, May?...
h0pefully!

2007-12-31T19:34:00.000+08:00

bef0re it's nxt yr, enr0ll!

n0thing to d0
asked him to c0me over

eat pizza
m0vie marathon
sleep
surf the net

g0nna watch the fireworks later
;))

happy new year!

2007-12-20T23:12:00.000+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA people!

gathering at Mak Ngah's house for this year.. ;-)
dapat duit seyh!! best

2007-12-20T01:43:00.000+08:00

LUCKY i passed my pharmac0....
and NSL...
phew ker phew...

left with NS 1 and 2
and im h0ping f0r a fail

thank g0d im left with 5days of attachment

scary la...
it was my first time to take 2 case just n0w during my shift
had to be caredul writing the report... f0ll0w-ups, forms and all...

drugs, hem0-dialysis, journals, core skills t0 rush f0r!
grrrrh....

:(

2007-12-16T19:50:00.000+08:00

im happy f0r am0re...
"this is the best bdae ever"

aper tk nye...
he g0t gifts that he long to get...

sum0re he had a 3-days-bdae-celebration...
best kan?!

the day bef0re his bdae,
i brought him to Grillers restaurant
t0o bad camera wasnt with me.
the place which we dined at was nice...
an outd00r one...

already planned with nani n pen for his bdae surprise,
on that nite...

it's damn scary la to make a surprise which is risky...
takot aje tk jadi...
hahahs!

thanx to ela, nani, is, pen n fauzi for the surprise for am0re...
reali appreciate lahs!

happy bdae to the december babies!

___________________________________

on his bdae itself,

we had dinner at KTM,

then to KTV till 3am.

1 car + 6 bikes.

i tell you, it's enjoying la...
especially when the guys g0 for sm0ke break,
left with us girls...

karaoke like crazee...
hahahs!

he' pimping okayy... =))
surr0unded by 3 girls

thanx people!

it's really an enjoying day...
=)

2007-12-15T15:39:00.000+08:00

think carefully...
Be wise..
i wish success & all the best in ur future ahead...
D0nt be lazy okie...
Happy bdae!

2007-12-13T02:31:00.000+08:00

0kay... im missing him...

he eased me...

2007-12-13T01:45:00.000+08:00

i dont know if im pms-ing or n0t...
was fast asleep while waiting for am0re's msg...
i then w0ke up up0n the 3rd sms by him...

im t0tally disappointed with the people in here...
j0lly well talking about me,
thinking that im fast asleep...

continue to talk about me f0lks!

am0re's d0ne with his BMT
im happy f0r him...
but i d0nt think i have sufficient time to spend with him
m0re0ver im 0n attachment f0r 2 weeks this cuming monday

damn it

same old pr0blem.
our time clashes...

he'll be free when im n0t
and i'll be free when he's n0t

looking at the bright side,
at least i have my 2nd h0me; my workplace

m0re0ver ain is back
i just cant stop smiling n laughing meeting these 2 friends of mine.

i l0ve werking with them.. AIn n NaZri...

2007-11-28T00:20:00.000+08:00

i feel dumb doing the paper just now

i screwed up the paper...

i just read thru the lecture notes b4 the paper
(which nothing absorbs into the head i think)

i prioritize SLEEP than STUDYING

2 more papers to go

and waiting for bad results
and waiting to be called up for RETEST!

nothing to be shocked with
it's just me

i just dont feel like schooling anymore
;(

**********

just being lazy

upon reaching home, eat.....
then laze at the bed....

went out with eya to buy een's present....
nobody at home..... sleep....
wake up, eat......

and sleep again....

wad kind of pig can i be...?
;-o

2007-11-23T13:12:00.000+08:00

g0sh....
i think amore's pissed off with me
im guilty...
n im dead...

*screaming*

2007-11-23T12:21:00.001+08:00

happy belated 18th bdae to y0u sha!
ps: the night-walk-talk to my bus stop just cant get off my mind!
hurh~~

2007-11-11T19:20:00.000+08:00

like what yasmin said back then
when i was in secondary school,
"kau nie bdk penyakit lah..."

i shud think I am one.. cuz
one problem comes after the other...

after the asthma,
then the infection...
then bacterial stuffs...
then now the bleeding...

worries came about after informing ze parent
after the assurance
and after the investigations

maybe after the overseas trip zen im seeing
the doc
that im considering too
cuz it's ze common test week

as for now im leaving ze parentela to g0d
n0 disperare...

f0r n0w im f0rcing myself
for a change...
and im seeing h0w l0ng i can last
f0r ze change that ive made
for myself...

2007-11-05T01:09:00.000+08:00

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2007-11-05T00:40:00.000+08:00

im getting fatter now!!!

2007-11-03T12:32:00.000+08:00

tiring la...
waking up early in the morning,
everyday inclusive of the weekends...

hurh...
it's been soo long since i last went out
go jalan2 with the gila girl....

and yes... yesterday menggila with her
at gymwerks n bugis....

credits to her; budak menyanyah

i wonder h0w it feels like to be in tek0ng...
c0unting on days to the last day of confinement...

2007-10-16T13:05:00.000+08:00

slamat beraye to all!... ;)) c0llection!

see h0w g00d i am...
1st day pakai tud0ng tau...
jgn maen2...

after 1st day, dah jadi setan!!!
hahahs!

then only the 3-of-us jalan raya

2007-10-15T00:07:00.000+08:00

slamat raye
dan mohon ampun maaf
kepade semue

hmmm
raye pon mcm tkde ape pe gitu

wad more he's for NS

easy to be said than done
planned not to waste the precious time
just before NS.

wanted to to be with her and all.
i realised it's just like the normal days

no difference as planned.
i'll see la
how he's gonna spend the time
and treat the girlfriend

2007-10-07T01:06:00.000+08:00

i just think sooner or later i'll be having multi-diagnosis....

(1)the inner part of my ear is infected i guess..
cuz it's swelling...

(2)there's like kind of a corn on my feet
it's getting painful day by day

(3)some abdominal problem

and...
i guess,
ive been dragging all these for like more than a month..

cuz i didnt find the time to go for consultation.

most to most you'll see me in the hospital
with my condition rabak

2007-10-01T00:41:00.001+08:00

lasagne making + stayover

2007-09-28T00:20:00.000+08:00

tk pernah seumur hidop aku nampak dier
gunekan jam biler klua

darah punye menyirappp...
aku dah sampai, dier lagi kat ruma,
ckp sori lambat...
carik jam...

what the heckk????

kau nk g jumpe sape ehk nk g pakai jam...

lagipon aku dah ckp aku tgh kat j.e
tkkan la tk tau agak time...
hurh....!

sangsi gitu tetibe pakai jam hari ni
ape kene dgn dier

smthg's wrong

2007-09-25T01:00:00.000+08:00

thanx to fellow cuzins for the 'bdae celebration'
esp kak ya, who catered the cupcakes for me..

;)

n thanx to everyone who remembered my bdae,

as well as the gifts given.

see how selekeh i am....

2007-09-24T23:54:00.000+08:00

my gawd...
im fasting...
and he nearly made cry...

that's the reason for me not to talk.
being quiet in the bus,
listening to the radio

nothing i can do
but to just tahan my kelembikan di hatiku

menusuk kalbu beyb i tell u

what more to think that tmr's my bdae

gonna get myself enrolled asap
maybe tmr after attachment

ask am0re accompany me can.

and plz am0re.
dont ever ask me that question AGAIN...
like what u did just now.

terguris....

2007-09-20T00:04:00.000+08:00

after looking at the blog,
i remembered someone saying this to me...

si dekni treat kawan mcm pakai baju...
da pakai, buang...

but i guess u gave the wrong item/example to me.
it's not mcm pakai baju...

at least baju kiter pakai over and over again,
wash with care...
sayang baju tu, lagi kalau baju favourite...

i think you should say this...
treat kawan mcm pakai kotex...

btol tk orang tu??
kotex, da pakai, tros buang...
psl da collect darah bnyk2,
dah puas pakai, dibuang!

correct an0t?!!
hahahhs!

2007-09-19T23:50:00.000+08:00

i treasure him la...
so sweet of him...
his phrase will always be,
"i dont mind.........so long as we're happy"
my gawd...

best la.
went to geylang...
a day bef0re attachment starts.
although we ate tak seberape,
time spent, appreciated...

travelling to hougang is hectic...
for us from the west...
especially the ones from b00n lay.

to be ready 2.5hrs before reaching destination.
that's to IMH ward.
shift time: 7am-3am, 1pm-9pm
imagine la k what time we reach n leave our house.

BUT it's really fun for me there...

unfortunately, tak same ward dgn zanna...
*sedih...*
hahahahs!...

i dunno why but we're always laughing
whenever we meet each other...

ok ... i miss him!!...
hurh....

2007-09-11T23:13:00.000+08:00

best la karaoke tadi

with yana, suree, semut n wandi....

am gonna ask am0re bring me there tmr...

since we're going out...

lolx...

last minute nak buat bende2

sebelom puase....

jahat ehs.. jahat..

2007-09-10T22:25:00.000+08:00

the stay at P.B chalet was a blast...
friday afternoon till sunday night...
w0h00...
best giler....

and now, i just cant stop playing the video...
it's just soo soothing to listen to...

2007-09-10T21:54:00.000+08:00

4.9.07

it's been quite some time since i met Myrah
kalau nak ckp Yas, dah slalu jgak jumpe...
that's ONLY when we're skooling...
hampe liao kan...

as usual, the laughter is always there...
F-U-N....

reaching late evening, headed down to bugis
to Samar for a drink and sheesha...

fuhhh...~~

2007-08-29T03:04:00.000+08:00

strange la...
tetibe kekecohan kat tagboard.
hmm...

to the 3 strangers,
2 against me: farking pist air, flamer
1 defending me: defendant

defendant, aku tak tau sape kau...
but i think ure one of a mak-nenek (if ure a female)
or rather a 'pak-nenek' (if ure a male)
farking pist air nk tag, tag aje la...
u dont need to menyebok k...
if that's with an acknowledgement, tk kesah jgak...
at least i noe who you are rite

farking pist air, aku pon tk tau sape kamu.
since korang dah end the tagging,
i think korang (sesiape yg tag) berjaye menyakitkan hati each other
tau menau, tag-board aku flooded with unnecessary-sesat tags

flamer, yes ure a flame...
but too bad the tag has ended,
since both the character;
'farking pist air' & 'defendant' has ended this
xtra xtra....

2007-08-28T00:17:00.000+08:00

for now
i'd just wish to own a house,
stay by myself.
I-S-O-L-A-T-I-O-N

OR

i'd just wish to own a house,
stay with my spouse.
& nobody else.

anybody, marry me?
.. own a house..

D-R-E-A-M--- ---0-N-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.

2007-08-28T00:03:00.000+08:00

pada pandanganku,
segelintir daripada orang2 ni,
boD0h...

bukan dari segi pelajaran,
tetapi cara mereka fikir...

hmmph...
masihku termangu
mengapa mereka
membuat perkara2
yang tidak berfaedah

sedangkan mereka sedar
bahawa ianya tidak mendatangkan
h-a-s-i-l

t0l0ng fahamkan aku
mengapa orang sebegini
berkelakuan sedemikian

seperti mereka yang gemar
membuang masa di kolong blok setiap hari,
berjalan2 tanpa arah,
membuang wang orang tuanya... etc

2007-08-26T21:26:00.000+08:00

my instinct: she has the jealousy towards me
i dont know why
but i just think that i am F-A-T

what's there to be jealous of??

********

the short-3days-trip
to Bintan was superb!

only that the things there are
way too-melampau-expensivE!

currency= SGD, no rupiah
i mean in Bintan Lagoon Resort..

the club sandwich,
or rather normal tuna sandwich,
is being sold at $7.20!

so it's a no-no to snack around.
waste money!

had a stayover at a villa,
with a buggy provided..

fun lahs!
especially the beach + the sea-sports!

2007-08-22T23:12:00.000+08:00

this is for sure..
i'll flung for the modules this term

expect for failures
and to repeat the module

congrats !

2007-08-21T20:43:00.000+08:00

as much as i thought
macam baby, aper lagi?
mengadu...

i think ure a baby ganyot la...
siket2 ngadu...
hahahs...

yg tukang dengar pon satu...
tk bole kene siket...
tunjok gamba pon jadi kemarahan ke
funny la.

kate itu past....
yg sudah tu sudah.
stakat tunjok utk ketawe aje.

im laughing.
hahsss...

2007-08-20T23:57:00.001+08:00

dalam diam,
tidak ku sangke
yg aku nie ader musoh dlm selimot

ntah kenape dier tu,
dengki nah kat aku.....

2007-08-18T23:25:00.001+08:00

1 m0re thing,
i just wish to quit sch00l.
hurh.

2007-08-18T22:54:00.000+08:00

love is there...
but boredom hits...
not too sure if the same g0es
for the 0ther party...

no strong rapport
when there's lack of communication,
few meet ups...

hurh...
great agitation it feels..

and oh..
it's been a long time
since i last saw/met up with
the prince charm i adored
during primary/secondary school days.

hurh.. some things are just not meant
to be said...

counting on days to end this month..

miss his warmth of care...
miss him soo badly...

BUT it's just too bad la...

2007-08-12T23:10:00.000+08:00

dont know why the tiresomeness post-work
reached home 4pm

to meet around 6pm as planned
6.30pm, still sleeping.. blom siap
lazy enuf to go out...

cuz boy-friends are buying helmet stuff
then to swensens

he die die nak gi swensens...

heavyrain + thunderstorms + lightning
= dinner at jP swensens,
g0ing to ah-b0y bli kepale, cane-sail...

boy-friends are bunch of irritating maniacs
funny funny funny

and....
tonight it's damn cold lahs...

2007-08-10T16:25:00.001+08:00

national day = holiday,
earlier part of the day,
the family did shopping at dhoby ghaut,
just for the Dinner at Bintan after my exams
before August ends

upon reaching home,
i got myself ready and waited
for him to pick me up

meet the boy-friends,
then vrooming
to catch out the fireworks

after which had a big feast at KTM
yummylicious... *slurpslurp*
bbq stingray, cockles, lemon chicken,
butter prawns, baby squid, kangkong...

boi was being a joker throughout the night

giving me the seat
upon knowing that im pregnant
when being told by him

might be thinking
'so how now...
4 person being pregnant'
hahahs...

midnight went for bowling
and of course went h0me
i would want to be with him
if i got no curfew

thanx to him for all the treats....
*chuckles*

2007-08-08T16:12:00.000+08:00

congrats to all yr 2.2 HS students

who are certified for BCLS...

2007-08-07T20:31:00.001+08:00

condolences to her family
upon her death
at a very young age

susah tau nak tengok bdk2 mcm kiter
utk nak pakai tudong...
hahahs...

segretezza

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