like what yasmin said back then
when i was in secondary school,
"kau nie bdk penyakit lah..."


i shud think I am one.. cuz
one problem comes after the other...


after the asthma,
then the infection...
then bacterial stuffs...
then now the bleeding...


worries came about after informing ze parent
after the assurance
and after the investigations


maybe after the overseas trip zen im seeing
the doc
that im considering too
cuz it's ze common test week


as for now im leaving ze parentela to g0d
n0 disperare...


f0r n0w im f0rcing myself
for a change...
and im seeing h0w l0ng i can last
f0r ze change that ive made
for myself...